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Monday, April 30, 2012 @ 8:22 PM
Hate hate hate being left out but recently I feel like.... oh well idk.Tomorrow is D-DAY and hehe I've been waiting so long for this even though idk if I want it to come so fast. I don't really care about my tests anymore I don't feel the urgency. :/ After all when I look back on my secondary school life I'll probably remember the Istana performance much more than three stupid tests lol. Oh well I'll suffer the consequences later on.  With the Taiwan exchange students haha had fun max. :3 Hope tomorrow will be smooth sailing and thanks to all the awesome friends that took their time off studying to come down (: For those that didn't well I have nothing much to say really. Someday I lay my love on you, baby I don't wanna lose it now. SHINee is coming to Singapore again and idk what to feel. Stars shine the best when they are viewed from far away don't they? It seems like just yesterday Jonghyun was right in front of me... I don't think I can like anyone else like how I like Jonghyun... it's just too special. Glad it's during the June holidays so I don't have to juggle tests and concerts like SS4. :'c 
I pray for this love to be true. One true five.
Labels: Fandom Sunday, April 29, 2012 @ 1:49 PM
 Whats with the low quality man ;; D-2 to Istana performance and yet here am I mugging my life away for Econs and Geog. Not intending to touch on Bio until after the performance i guess n__n The picture was taken when we were fooling around with Kylie's iPad haha who ask her go leave it in the horn cupboard! We put this as her wallpaper hehehe gave her the shock of her life? :) We also wrote a note so when she unlocked it she'll see it haha damn funny. I'm still very worried about the first few bars for American Graffiti XVII sigh :'c It's like, I can hit the high G but idk la omg I don't even know if I should attempt it lmfao. Really excited to tour the Istana tbh since I haven't been there before! I want to take many pictures hehehe but no la not going to bring my bulky camera there x. Expecting very little RV-ians there especially those from our batch since this is the crazy test flood week. Whatever lol I give up asking already zzz annoyed. Anyway if you cannot make it just say you cannot make it don't give me a "see how first" when you don't intend to go at all. Give people false hopes only lol. And I even bought both CO and Choir tickets... hais never mind. .__. Oh yeah I'm so happy that two out of three of my year two juniors are coming to support us omg ;__; I was so touched I didn't expect them to even turn up T__T Hope hope hope everything goes well for this last performance with the year 6s sigh miss them so much really. :'c 
Look at how much we've grown :')
Thursday, April 26, 2012 @ 10:29 PM
Survived the freaking weak omg how did I lol ridiculous week. Projects and projects and more projects. Next week is Istana performance already but hais there are three tests :) Can't wait for next Friday but then again I don't want it to come because year 6s are stepping down... Idek what to feel anymore.Screwed up CID project again who the heck told me it was easy t(-___-)t Used the wrong fruits and wrong protocol although we merely followed instructions. All of them contradict each other and ugh we have to re-do everything. Tomorrow sectional batch/general batch lunch after sports carnival + senior band practice! Hope everything goes smoothly and hmm hope it'll be a nice ending to an already horrible week. Shall not elaborate on why it's horrible because I don't want to get reminded of nasty things again. Real or not real? Regretted not creating wordpress again because I cannot private individual posts hais. SHINee's Japan Arena Tour and idk wtf I'm doing not updating on them. Please don't let me drift :'( The boys must be so so so tired rehearsing and doing their best for all the 20 stops all I can do is to stay here and support by watching fancams and look at pictures. If I could I would go to all the 20 stops but I guess I'm just.... too far away from their reach. "If my joy becomes your happiness, thank you." Saturday, April 21, 2012 @ 11:15 PM
 4th year since I first touched this instrument, so much feelings for it really :/ Still remember the first time I proudly brought it home to show my mum this is a french horn! Was so sucky in year one I couldn't even play the offbeats in Pecori Night omg lmfao. But then it was my darling patient seniors who helped me improve :') As a senior now I understand how tough and !@#$%^&*() it must be to stick with juniors especially juniors with attitude problems like me lol. Time passes so fast and now this year I'm stepping down from junior band. Year one was just plain slacking, Year two started to love band cause of Fantasia, Year three died of stress due to SYF but we clinched back our shiny gold, Year four just ignores playing and help juniors out. What will year five and year six bring? To be honest, I really really regret not cherishing the time I had with the seniors. I remember being super sad after they graduated from junior band but now they're stepping down for good in two weeks time. Told myself time and time again to cherish them more ugh but no it never seems to be enough... didn't realise that Fantasia was our last major performance with Sarah and Paola. At least we still have Istana with Bryan and Meien but it just isn't the same anymore without the entire section present :/ I really cannot imagine not seeing them hang around after band practice and going for section lunch with them and being retarded and silly and gossiping and all. I guess I'll do a longer step down post after they really stepped down and all but sigh it's getting more and more emotional every year -o- Next year it'll be Veron... then it's us already. Tbh I can't wait to graduate from RV but I'll definitely miss everything in RV from 2C to 4E to ananascafe to horns. It's like... my entire six years of memories stored in this school, everyone I've met and had fun with. :'c I archive my previous blog posts and I read the one when Paola Bryan Sarah were still year 4s and wow my post was.... idk how to describe but aiya shall leave all these for another blog post I guess. Was late for today's senior band practice haha but combines was fun running through all the scores although I couldn't really focus T__T Idk why either LOL keep blanking out (not good not good). After that went for section lunch with Bryan Veron Jacy Janin hehe. Actually we planned to only have a year four horn lunch but as I said we should cherish everytime we have with the seniors -o- Talked about a lot of crap haha mostly about the band and the section and studies! Bryan makes chem and bio sound so fun heh and Veron made essay sound so easy WHEN IT'S NOT x___x;; Trained home with Jacy and Janin what would I do without my beloved batchmates. :')  Others are not so fortunate. I guess this should be the last performance we played with the year 6s. Friday, April 20, 2012 @ 10:38 PM
 I survived the week ^___^ This week is damn shit I swear I'm damn tired from everything. Every single thing. Everything gets me pissed off lately and I just feel like I'm a time bomb waiting to explode when someone does something to tick me off even slightly. I have so much complaints about everything as well, from the education system to the way things are run and etc... I hate myself for not being able to tolerate and keep things in well. x__x The only good bright spark was band haha the ~*band feelings*~ are back! Especially since we're preparing for an Istana performance in about one week time? Omg time really flies meeps. Year 6s are graduating for good noooo it just gets more emotional every single year and soon it will be my turn to graduate fyeah! ^^;; SHINee's goodbye stages this week and I just can't believe everything is going so fast so so so fast and another korean comeback of theirs is gone just like that. After this would be their arena tour, they would be so so so tired but I guess its part and parcel of life if you want to succeed. Hate it that blogspot can't private selective posts but the skins are the prettiest so I shall bear with it. Wordpress is awesome cause you can private only the posts you want to. Shall make every second count. Labels: Band, Fandom, Personal Sunday, April 15, 2012 @ 10:59 PM
 That picture basically summed up my Saturday with Ananas Cafe lmfao. c: We went to visit Titanic: The Artifact exhibition ~*100th anniversary*~! School was giving out free tickets so why not man! After band, waited for Michelle and Deborah and set off to meet Cheryl! Sorry for taking so long oops >w< Reached and ate Long John Silver's! Been craving for that yum! Somemore the person gave me 4 chicken instead of 3 omg cheap deal thanks. Michelle then went to change leaving me, Cheryl and Deborah to crap around and be lame. 
Cheryl trying to look like a LJ model. Her clothes look so mature right omfg haha. Or is it just me u_u
Suddenly, behind her, some cow mascot walked out and DEBORAH SCREAMED. Thus, causing me to scream ugh so embarrassing we were in our school uniform can? Everyone around us stared at us meeeps. Somehow we had the guts to find the cow mascot and take a picture with it!
 Went to MBS! Me and Deborah saw this Titanic exhibition display so we did the cool wushu move 8) 
Couldn't take pictures inside but there were many cool structures outside that we could take with! Asked a random passerby to help us take pictures lmfao so embarrassing like we tourist like that.
 
Each person was given this super uber damn cool boarding pass (I LOVE IT) and you get this passenger! You're supposed to find out if he/she died in the end. Mine survived~ Actually all of us survived except for Cheryl lmfao.
 There was this photobooth thing too where we took pictures haha! It costs $5 which was quite ex but worth it I guess? Deborah with blonde hair is funny and Cheryl as a man is just a no-no. c:  Bought gongcha (my love) and walked to Raffles Place MRT. The walk is bloody far omg we walked until our soles hurt then keep complaining on the MRT back teehee :B After this week, most of the group projects will be over sigh can't wait. I don't really like group work because I think I can't communicate with others well T__T I think I will appear damn bossy and everything and I don't like it :'c Idk how I'm going to survive PW next year especially if I'm stuck with someone I freaking don't like. t(-___-)t I have low tolerance. Labels: Ananas Cafe, Fandom Thursday, April 12, 2012 @ 8:17 PM
 Bio test is finally over bitches! Guess I did average? Wasn't that bad though I knew I made a few minor mistakes but no major mistakes ~*so far*~ haha! ^__^ Ran 2.4km today as well and wtf horrible my stamina dropped so much ;__; Although my normal timing improved even after slowing down so much?? But still quite sucky compared to other people as I was hitting for an A. Ugh just ~30 seconds more I should have sprinted more but aiya the lazy ass me obviously just rolled around the track lol. Worse thing was, I stopped running too abruptly and ended up vomiting on the track wtf how gross is that?? I thought I was going to cough only but ended up vomiting :'( So embarrassing wtf. And the PE teacher is kinda cute ok after all he was the relief teacher ugh fml now he refers to me as "the sick girl" UGH SHOULDN'T HAVE VOMITED IN FRONT OF HIM. Bloody hell I can never face him again zzz. Why do I feel like all the tests are over lol I still have SCS next week it's such a cockblock seriously t(-__-)t Hope tomorrow can be a smooth day, CCA and all. ^^;; Felt happy after such a long time heh! Someone please ugh give me some photocard luck seriously I need to complete my Sherlock PC set ASAP. 2 Onew A, 3 Jonghyun A, 2 Key A, 1 Minho A, 1 Taemin A and 1 Group A fml lol I need set B PCs please don't do this to me :'c Think I shall buy even more albums from CD Rama since theirs have two photocards. ^__^v Wish me luck!  
Meet my new loves from Exo-K and Exo-M omg. c: ♥ ^▽^
Tuesday, April 10, 2012 @ 10:57 PM
 Been so damn stressed lately I'm on the verge of breaking down. Projects due, tests round the corner. Even my drug SHINee doesn't help much anymore. Please... let me survive this term. June holidays come as soon as possible. Let this agony be over. Labels: Personal Saturday, April 7, 2012 @ 10:27 PM
Yet another year celebrating your birthday with you. ♥ This year feels somewhat special because you've created twitter! ^w^
Recently I've been thinking a lot a lot of negative thoughts... especially since this year is super stress with all the tests and shit and whatnot x__x But this year, 샤이니 came back with Sherlock! ㅋㅋ
Sometimes I may drift away from you, from 샤이니, from fandoms in general. But just saying, from that performance, that very performance, you've been #1 in my heart already. I wonder to myself, when will I stop loving you and fandom and all... but honestly, the answer doesn't come to me...? I cannot really imagine how life would be like without finding you.
Of course I know... for you to notice me for even a second is already miraculous and I shouldn't hope for anything more. Why do all these for someone whom doesn't know about your existence? Why do all these for someone who will never ever notice me? I believe most of us don't really know the answer, after all we're just part of the millions of fans out there... But what every single one of us hope for you, casual or hardcore, monofandom or multifandom, is that you'll spend every day of your life happy and healthy.
All I want is for you to be happy and healthy and have all your dreams and wishes come true. ♡
 Labels: Fandom @ 9:36 PM
How was your Good Friday? Mine was awesomebomb although we didn't really do anything heh :c We were supposed to finish up three freaking projects. Or maybe four lmfao I can't really be bothered.
So we finally managed to make our food dream come true! Look at ALL the food we bought omnomnomnom.
We bought one meal each from Macdonalds, Long John Silvers, KFC, Takoyaki and Subway! Omg we are such gluttons ikr the worst thing is... after finishing the food I still felt hungry lmfao what even.
 
So, after finishing the yummy food did we get down to business? HAHAHAHA NO. Okay maybe for a while we were all working hard at our laptops and doing actual productive work but when you have a macbook around... photobooth is always distracting.
I think we literally went crazy gosh we spent 10000000 hours on photobooth. And then there's Nicole's and Cheryl's DSLR to camwhore as well so omg c:
One of my eyes is like forever smaller than the other argh irritating x100 my eyes seriously small max.
Plenty more of group shots but nah for my entertainment purposes lmfao! Plus it's all the same just that got a lot of different effects etc. The mirror one was the most hilarious?!
I look hideous. Anyway we did four Ananas Cafe vlogs lmfao damn ridiculous I swear especially with our self-composed song ugh judges all five of us HAHA.
 
With Nicole, with Cheryl! See the ridiculous size difference in my eye?! As if its not small enough already my right eye has to look smaller when I smile omg stabs everyone :'c
Hehe after finishing with Shut Up Flower Boy Band (sufbb) I have no drama to watch so I started on Dream High 2! Mind you my withdrawals for sufbb are still present sob ;w; 무단횡단 was the best song ever imo cries.
Love them sfm ;w; The six boys haish I don't really have any feelings for the Rooftop couple LOL all I care about is the band :'c WHY DID BYUNGHEE DIE. /overwhelming feelings/
Dream High 2 Episode 1 was nice though imo idk why so many people don't like it, although due to my bias-ness I'll definitely prefer Season 1 to 2 but it isn't /AS/ bad. ^~^ Throughout the whole episode I was #teamjinwoon all the way lol. Or #teamyoojin whatever haha. He was so cool and cute but can I mention JB was adorkable during the audition looooool.
I especially love the line he said at the end though, when he was criticizing idols in general.
When they can't sing, they lip-synch. When they can't dance, they rip off their shirts.
Not like all the idols do these but idk it kinda just hit my heart a little when he said that... idk.
Hmm, a special someone's birthday is coming in about 1 and a half hours time, probably going to dedicate another post to him :') Labels: Ananas Cafe, Fandom |
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