Sunday, July 15, 2012 @ 12:32 AM
Went on a band clique outing today~ This week has been horrible for me! Especially with maths results and all... but chem is always there to cheer me up I guess.Doing step down letters for juniors and batchmates... actually when I write one I feel like crying because I'll think of all the beautiful memories that I've created as a section and a batch and I feel so sad leaving them. It's like storing all of them inside that pathetic small card that I have for them and it really holds so much meaning to me. Will write a proper step-down post but really 7 days till I officially am gone from senior band and how long will it take for me to disappear? 2 years? 5 years? On another note, Midnight got released today and it was so good so so good I wanted to break down there and then and I got reminded of the first time I watch Bad Girl and got hooked. I got reminded of me watching Idol Maid and crying of laughter because they were oh so cute... I remember waiting with anticipation for the next comeback and the next and the next until they came Singapore but I missed them so many times. I remember seeing them for the first time in my life during the fanmeet and how I cried because of Seob. I remember watching MAMA and seeing them, although far out of my reach. I remember beautiful show... although standing in the pit was an horrible experience but Yoseob sitting/standing in front of me 90% of the time was enough for me as I stared at him throughout the show and that was what mattered the most then. They were the only only band I followed since debut and they have such an inexplainable position in my heart and my heart hurts letting them go and selling my stuff. I almost placed an order for Midnight Sun when I remembered I wasn't supposed to. Hopefully this feeling will fade, but once Seob made me happy, and beast made me proud, and they still do. Watching them grow has been so :') and I hope they'll do EVEN better in the future. Even though I don't want to bring up past stories, but I must have really liked you. |
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